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Today is the day!

pinkcutiest — Sun, 05 Jun 2011 19:12:09 +0000

Yeah! Today is the day! What day? The announcement for the full result for second semester for 2010/2011 academic session. But I don’t have the intention (or maybe scared) to check it. Previously I mention in my Facebook that I will not check my provisional result and only check it today! But accidentally I opened the result while browsing the campus online portal. All marked ‘PASS’, but I still don’t have the courage to check it. Well, C+ is still ‘PASS’. I can’t afford to see my result lower than last semester. I was quite disappointed with my result last semester. It dropped my overall pointer. Even though I already know its not gonna be NICE result, it still disappoint me when my result dropped. I even say to myself that I will do my best to get dean list for this exam. But its like those determination is gonna be just a dream. When I will check my result then? Who knows? Maybe 1hour later, 1 day later, 1 week later, or maybe 1minute later! hahaha.. Who knows?

Update on life?

pinkcutiest — Wed, 26 Jan 2011 09:33:05 +0000

I notice that I use this blog to update my academic thingy…

Well~~

Now I want to update about my life issues…

First:

I want to get dean list this semester..(3.5)

But based on my subjects this semester,its quite hard to do…

Guess I have to work hard on this..

I mean VERY HARD and of course have to be SMART to..:p

Second:

To reduce my social network activities..

FACEBOOK to be exact…:p

I think this one no need to explain how it correlated to my academic isn’t it?

Its already OBVIOUS…

I think most of the students face this problems…

Third:

This is old and long problem…

SLEEP time!

I really have to work on on this!

These few years, I have known because I’m ~~CHUBBY & CUTE~~ (statement ‘boleh blah!hahaha)

I have known for my sleepy looks during the day time and fresh look in night time…

Nocturnal species…

and this really effects my ‘performances’ in class…

Instead of taking the notes and listening to lectures…

I’m ‘fishing’ during classes..

Sound cool?hahahhaha…

Fourth:

MCB is around the corner!

MCB- Malam Citra Bayu..

What is this?

This is annual competition that organized by PERSIS USM…

It is a Sabah Culture base competition..

And yes, we have to come out with a dance for this competition!

And the progress now?

Erk…no need to mention…hahahhaha

Fifth:

Notes + Revision…

I’m very lazy when its come to revision…

Sometimes I can be very extra hardworking and focus on revision..

But most of the time LAZY to the MAX…hahahaha…

Always last minute hurh?

Sixth:

Its complicated…

well, this one not much I can elaborate…

because?

(suka hati saya la..:p)

Its enough to conclude that this thing is issues in my head…

*I think this is enough for today…If I list out all the issues, I end up looking like person with many issues going on…hahahah*

2nd Year 1st Semester

pinkcutiest — Fri, 24 Dec 2010 10:02:42 +0000

As I’d expected…

This is the worst exam ever…

*while in USM*

I didn’t feel much stress before the exam…

And guess what?

I was having fun to the max!

During the study week also feel so relax!

And no intention of study!

Having too much fun is not good either…

Principle of Finance and Introduction to Human Communication..

For the finance result, it is within my expectation…

And for the human communication result…

Its a regret…

Because?

The questions was easy!

But my mind jammed and blurred!

But never mind about it now…

Go on!

I still have a long journey in USM..

Have 5more semester to go through…

Not even half of it huh?

And next academic session will start on September!

well, it has the bad and good side…

Another semester to go through…

Some of my friends are in their final year…

And this is the FINAL semester for us to be together…

I don’t like this part!

Because?

It was so hard when you think you have to meet new people and mis with them…

And it was harder to think that you will not meet the people that you seeing everyday now..

Life is soooooo…………(can’t be explain)

Whatever it is…

I will update later…

XOXOXO

November 2010

pinkcutiest — Mon, 22 Nov 2010 04:30:20 +0000

Actually there is nothing much to write…

Already mentioned earlier that this month is exam month…

My last paper was on last Friday…

Now? Free for a while and in dilemma….

For this semester break…

What I want to do or where I want to go…

Actually I already registered to join the university activities…

My relative at KL also tell me to come there…

And I also think of coming to have a peek at Engineering Campus USM…

But for a while,I will stay at Main Campus USM…

I need to pack all my stuff…

There are things and clothes that I need to pack and keep inside the hostel store room…

The part that I hate the most…

Packing!

Because?

I have many things and hard for me to decide which 1need to keep and which 1 no need to keep…

Most of it is my clothes…

(-_-”)

Need to find a way to pack and keep all the things before holiday…

*stressed mode*

OK…I can’t sleep..

pinkcutiest — Thu, 11 Nov 2010 20:54:45 +0000

Just like the title mentioned…

I can’t sleep…

hahaha

so hungry actually now!

damn! LOL..

OMG…

kedapatan suda!

OK…

Tidur balik….kena marah sudah…

Quote of the day…

pinkcutiest — Wed, 10 Nov 2010 10:10:31 +0000

“If you judge people, you have no time to love them” – Mother Teresa

I saw this quotation at my cousin info…

And I’m interested with this quote…

Why?

I keep saying that don’t judge people…

But me myself I feel that tried to judge people….

Human is interesting creature..

There is no way we can escape from judging others….

It just the matter that how we perceive it, right?

I always think that human are interesting…

Individually and as a society…

But I think I shouldn’t judge people….

Not totally stop, but make it LESS…

I should treasure people more than I judge them isn’t it?

That way I can learn to love and appreciate them more?

Hopefully…

The feeling of being appreciated is wonderful…

I’ve tasted it before….

And I would like all my friends feel the same way too…

To all my friends…

I realized that I’m cynical and sarcastic…

I hurt you all but I don’t really mean it…

If you guys learn to accept me the way I am..

I will learn to accept you as well…

Just guide me…:)

Its been a month! (I think so)

pinkcutiest — Sun, 07 Nov 2010 12:51:51 +0000

Okay!

Its been a long time I didn’t write anything here….

I only focus on writing in my other blog….

http://pinkcutiest.blogspot.com/

(but I don’t want to delete this blog too, sound selfish huh?)

What I want to write here?

Too many things already happened to me….

And yes, there are good things and also bad things…

But plus minus, it was equal (maybe?)

Let me refresh back what had happened to me..:p

1. I break up with my BF..

*lazy to elaborate..:p

2. I went to PCCG Camp at Cameron Highland..

*so fun, calming and get to know some friends…:)

3. Involved in We Care Tawau Project.

*This the biggest charity project that I have joined (so obvious that I’m not an active person), get to learn a lot of things, and also some friends…XD

4. Now? Exam will start tomorrow! (but my 1st paper on Wednesday)

*1thing that I realized, when exam is around the corner, I will post something in this blog huh?*

Maybe this is just coincidence..:p

I choose and get my 1st choice of Major course – Marketing!

(Lally, now we are competing with each other…:p)

As for my Minor course is Communication…

for this coming exam, I haven’t take any major paper and only will sit for the compulsory, University Courses (Bahasa Melayu and English for Business and Communication) and Minor paper (Human Comm)..

total up will be 18 unit…(wasted 2unit!)

My schedule for this exam

1. Bahasa Melayu (10/11/10)

2. English for Business and Communication (12/11/10)

3. Organizational Behavior (13/11/10)

4. Human Communication (13/11/10)

5. Business Research Method (15/11/10)

6. Principle of Finance (19/11/10)

*The one that with Red Color, are the critical papers..Technically all are critical paper, even for Bahasa Melayu and English for Business and Communication! look very hopeless huh? reality is hurt…hahahaha*

So far, I only read a bit of Organizational Behavior and Human Comm…

other subjects ? haven’t even take a peek!

the most relax moments huh? nothing to be anxious huh?

*no need to mention, yes you are mad ESTHER!hahah…*

Now what I’m doing?

Obviously typing unimportant post in this blog + surfing FB and Listening to songs (Now it was Lionel Richie song titled Good Morning and changed to Elvis Presley- Only You*see another out of topic!hahahah*)

Okay!

Damn!

I feel sleepy!

wake up!

STUDY!

*’Sewel Mode is soooooo obvious now…please slap me at the face please…hahahaha*

pinkcutiest — Sun, 17 Oct 2010 18:37:32 +0000

there is more than meet the eyes….I can says million times that I don’t care…but the calmness in my mind and the pain inside my heart that I feel every time I look to your face make me want to smile in joy and cry in sadness…

Flower?

pinkcutiest — Sat, 21 Aug 2010 17:20:07 +0000

It was yesterday when this topic crossed my mind…

did anyone has given me a bouquet?

no…not even a flower….

when will I get it?and who will gave me?

don’t know…

but…

today i get it….

but without any feeling i just accept it…

so weird…

i’ve been questioning this thing…

and now when it happened…

I’m not feeling excited or what-so-ever…..

it was weird….

even me myself feel confuse about it…

hurm….

I become more and more cold-hearted??

not sure…

Hi~Hi~

pinkcutiest — Thu, 05 Aug 2010 02:10:55 +0000

its been a month I didn’t update my blog…

why?

because I always update my other blog…

and now I’m back here because due to unknown reason,

I can’t sign in to the blog…

Thanks to this place Wi-Fi…

I think its already blocked….

this blocked,that blocked….

almost no entertainment left for me…

luckily the Facebook is not blocked….*sigh*

hurm…

I think I will write something again later….

Will having a date at 11a.m at Tapak Konvo today…:p